Blog, Deanna's Life   ||   September 6, 2011   ||   4 comments

So today was my very first day on grade eleven. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be. Although all of mt teachers were all preachy and all “UNIVERSITIES WILL LOOK AT THESE MARKS SO DO GOOD.” And I’m just like…”I’m not 100% sure what I want to do with my life.” I always have people telling me. “oh well you can do whatever you want to do. You can try things out and if you don’t like it switch it.” And then the teachers are telling me to chose what I want to do. But I just don’t know. Sure, I love graphic design but I also love cooking and baking. Do I want to be a chef? or a graphic designer? I just don’t know which on I’ll succeed at and the fact that I don’t know, scares me. The future’s a scary thing. No one knows what it will bring. It’s a frightening thought.
The one thing I love about the first day of school is that everyone is hugging and excited to see each other and even some new faces. It reminds me that my school isn’t as terrible as it feels sometimes. I can’t even express how happy I was to see some of my friends.
My schedule makes me sound REALLY smart. I have
Homeroom/1st Period – Anthropology, Psychology & Sociology
2nd Period – Hospitaly & Tourism (Cooking)
3rd Period – World Religons
4th Period – Law
see it sounds smart.
Today was pretty good. I manged to patch things up with Kaeli. If you read my last blog post you know what happened. Her foreign exchange student is here now. Her name is Gillian (pronounced like Gill-ee-in) and she’s from France! she’s kind of adorable. hahaha. So here are some lovely questions that no one will answer.

1. Have you been back to school yet?
2. What are you taking?
3. Have you or any of your friends had a foreign exchange student?

OH PS HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND ELIZABETH!!!

Blog, Deanna's Life   ||   August 21, 2011   ||   1 comments

so today, it was raining. After sitting in my bedroom, playing my guitar I looked out the window and asked myself, “Wouldn’t it be cool to be able to make a rainy layout?” and I was inspired to make this one. I thought it was pretty cute. So let me know what you think.
So, I’ve gone through this big dramatic situation last night. Here’s the story. My best friend Kaeli and I have been friends since the 6th grade. Recently she has gotten into the band Marianas Trench. We found out that they were playing at the CNE or the Ex if want to call it that. So Kaeli was like hey wanna go? and I was sure it’ll be fun. So we planned to go and she asked her sister to go and she said okay I’ll come and bring a friend and I asked my sister and she said maybe. So yesterday Kaeli told me her sister picked up a shift at her work and wasn’t going to come with us and I was like okay that’s alright. We went to the mall yesterday and got glow sticks and she bought a skirt for the concerts and I bought some earrings. When we dropped her off at her house she had told me she’d text me let me know if her parents would pick me up or if I needed a ride to her house. I said okay and we left. Last night, she texted me and said that her parents would come and get me and my sister and told her that Vickie wasn’t coming with us and then she informed me we had to have someone 18 or over in order to go. This was the first time I had heard of this. There was nothing I could do about it. If she had mentioned it before then I could have asked my sister and told her we needed her or we couldn’t go and in that case she probably would have agreed to take us for sure. But she didn’t want to spend the entire day there so she said no she wasn’t coming with us. So we didn’t get to go. But this isn’t the worst part about last night. Last Night I was making my sister French toast because she just got her wisdom teeth out and it was soft enough for her to eat. Just as I was about to start, my phone rang and I had a facebook message from Kaeli’s sister. Here’s what it said.

Deanna, I don’t like you because my sister can do way better than you when it comes to friends. How dare you flake out last minute on something she super wants to go to and say you’ll go next week with someone else. You are so lucky to have a friend like her, someone who puts up with this bullshit. You have hurt her so much because now she not only doesn’t get to go to see her favorite band with her fat best friend, she gets the added insult of being left out when you do go. Between your laziness on projects and high maintenance personality you’re also a best friend worse than an enemy. I hope this makes her see just how much you suck and she drops you.

I read the first few lines and burst out crying. Not only is she completely wrong in her message it is hurtful. She’s wrong because, I didn’t know we needed someone to come with us. And I am not going to see Marianas Trench later on this week I am going to see LIGHTS. I honestly could believe what she had said to me. I am hurt beyond repair at the moment.

-Deanna

Answer these questions?

Do you like the new layout?

Would you ever send someone a message like that?

Blog, Deanna's Life   ||   August 9, 2011   ||   10 comments

Hiya! So yesterday not only was it FeelinAlive.net’s birthday, I got my braces on! So now, I am braceface. But I must say I look pretty good with them. see?

It doesn’t look half bad! My teeth are aching pretty bad though… I can really only eat soft muffins, mashed potatoes and popsicle. :/ Oh well, I’ll get used to it! My elastics are pink right now. I intend on getting them changed to match holidays. heh heh heh. Kay, that’s all I have to say now. bye.

-Deanna